Boiling water beneath my skin. Burning alive from within. Broken to pieces, staring a thousand miles as they scatter. If only my life were important enough for this to matter. Sometimes I wonder if I'd be found. Sometimes I wonder if I'm allowed Allowed to burden. Allowed to be certain Of what I am. You can have so much fun with everyone else. Go play, go talk. Don't worry about me I'm not important enough for all of you. I'm not who you need. I'm not who you deserve. You can do so much better. Shoot for the stars. Because you're the highest bidder. On an old, broken down car.